Thursday, September 17, 2009

10 dpo - negatory.

I couldn't help myself. I peed on a stick. It was negative.

I KNOW that 10 dpo is too early to know for sure. I KNOW that it could be positive tomorrow, on Monday, or even later. I know all that.

But I fear that Dr. Eyebrows is right: the previous IUI's haven't worked because of some other kind of problem, and that same problem will prevent this one from working, too. I fear that the upcoming holidays, this season of happiness, will be spent lamenting the children I don't have rather than celebrating the one I do. I fear that we won't get the happy resolution we're seeking here.

I wish I could go to sleep and wake up on Monday, after my beta. I wish I could just know already.

4 comments:

Heather said...

Waiting SUCKS!!

I'm sorry.

Caro said...

Thinking of you

Aurelia said...

It could happen. You never know. Just try not to let it ruin your holidays. Shana Tova!

Dora said...

The waiting is the WORST! Hang in there.

Shana tova.