Wednesday, March 07, 2007

Just checking in

It's pathetic. I'm so depressed I don't even want to eat chocolate. I can feel the depression weighing on me, dulling everything. I'm going to bed now for a few hours - not because I'm tired, but because what's the point of staying awake? There's nothing I can motivate myself to do.

I hope this doesn't happen at the end of every cycle. It's already getting old.

5 comments:

April said...

Hang in there, Girl.

My Reality said...

At the end of a failed cycle, I think it is important to grieve what could have been. It sounds like you are doing just that.

I hope tomorrow is a better day.

ariah said...

Don't beat yourself up for being down - it's completely within your rights to need time to recoup.

What's important is that you take the time to do that, so you can face this IF crap head on, goodness knows it takes some gearing up to face!

Take care of yourself, I'm thinking of you.

sariel & shlomit said...

i'm with those other wise women...don't be too hard on yourself...cyclical grieving is part of this lovely journey called IF...and it also indicates that you are still full of hope every cycle and that, my friend, is a good thing....be gentle with yourself....
peace
shlomit

The Town Criers said...

Sweetie--you need to do what you need to do to get through this. And if it means crawling into bed and staring at the ceiling for a few hours, so be it. Be kind to yourself.